HELLA.

family came from L.A. this weekend for my birthday . havent seen them since my granny's funeral. my cousins kept making fun of me cause i was using HELLA a lot. i guess they dont use it down south. fun lil get together. my cousin who goes to hogan is graduating this year. fuck, i remember when i arrived to vallejo like 7-8 years ago we use to always hang out. now i barely see him. growing up too damn fast. its good thing & a bad thing i guess. nobody ever really wants to grow up, but everyone has to at some point. everyone wants to stay young, to hold on what made them young. i just don't wanna face challenges that are ahead. i got to thought. thers more obstacles to face. gotta make good decisions & be smart. to avod the negative & not ruin my life.
one bad decision could lead to another. i guess i better enjoy this while it lasts.

theres somnething wrong...i just can't put my finger on it.