RIP

have you ever had that feeling like something is wrong but you deny it?

you know something has happened but you don't know it yet...

well today i woke up with the ringing of my dads cell phone. it was going off like 3-4 times. my dad was in the bathroom brushing his teeth so couldn't hear it. i had a strong feeling that it was my mom. i go back to sleep & wake up & do the routine. when Im leaving the house to go to school my sister in law says that my mom called her but missed it. tried several times to reach my mom who is still in L.A. my sis says that she has a feeling that something bad has happened.

arrive at school late. good thing i had a sub. school was the same. i had dentition. near the end of it my mom calls. i haven't talked to her in a minute. i answer it, she tells me how i've bin, if i have been eating, & what not. that was basically it. it was weird. so after i goto tennis. after that my dad picks me up & says if i have talked to my mom. i said yeah & asked why. he said my grandma passed at 6 in the morning..........we arrive at the house, my sis in law is sitting at the couch. i give her a frown. she knows that i know. she says that my mom didn't want to tell at school. i understood. this sucks. im going to L.A. friday i believe. the funeral is monday & there's an open casket sunday. i hope my grandma passed peacefully. i love her.