after christmas i will be going L.A. i was stoked to go because i havent seen the fam-bam since my granny was sick which was a while ago. i was origanilly going because my granny & granpa are renewing their vows. after 50 years. wow when i heard that i was thinking how lucky they are to have found each other & loved each other for that long. i just wish that i find someone that i can grow old with. but thats not for a while. but now i find out that my granny has a bacteria of some sort. doctors are trying to figure out what it is. so now their wont be a wedding. its not the first time she has been sick. so now i will be going to visit hopefully not for the last time. im kinda bummed but who wouldnt be, right? the thing that bugs me is that we arent as close as we could be. i mean we are close but not like close close. well i just hope that she gets better. i only have one granny left & i dont want to let her go just yet. my other granny, dads side, left day after my birthday. i was going to have a party but when heard the news it liked shocked me. i never lost somebody before that. we had to cancel the party. i had a good cry over her. she was cool. stern like my mom but cool. just praying that my granny gets better.
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but im thinking over the situation & i think im going to ask her.
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